Naiirita na talaga ako. lahat ng hindi ko ninanais na mga pangyayari ay nangyayari dahil sa pagmamahal. bakit pa kasi kailangan pang magmahal kung nasasaktan lang naman? bakit pa kasi kailangan magmahal kung magkakahiwalay lang naman? At pagkatapos maghiwalay, hinahanap - hanap mo naman. hindi ko maintindihan eh. Puro sakit lang dulot nito. :( dahil sa pagmamahal, may mga taong nag - aaway at pati ibang tao nadadamay :( dahil sa pagmamahal, hindi mo magawang tiisin ang mga taong mahal mo. Dahil sa pagmamahal, kahit galit ka natututo kang umintindi at magpatawad. Nawala nalang na parang bula ang galit mo! Una, nagkaaway sila. Hindi ko na alam ang gagawin. Pano ba ito maaayos? Hindi kasi mawala sa isip ko kung pano aayusin ang gusot na ito. Sana matuto silang magkaintindihan para maayos na 'to. Sana mabasa niyo 'to para magkaayos na kayo, at para masaya na tayo. Pangalawa, ang nararamdaman ko ay lungkot. May mga tao kasi na hindi man lang nararamdaman na miss na miss ko na sila at gusto ko sila makita. Ngunit, sila? parang wala lang. Masaya sa kanila - kanilang bagong buhay. Sana mabasa 'to ng mga taong minamahal ko at sana maisip niyo na mahal ko kayo at miss ko na kayo :( Siguro nga hindi ko pa lubos na naiintindihan ang tunay na ibig sabihin nito, hindi pa naman kasi ako nagmamahal ng lubusan. Pero sa ngayon, naguguluhan ako, nasasaktan ako, at syempre, nagmamahal parin ako.
I decided to join Teatro Tomasino for only one reason: It is my Passion! But I guess, it is not my destiny :( I really wanna join teatro tomasino, i went through that super long audition! imagine, from 7am - 4:30pm. WOW! different activities, dealing with those kinda "harsh" officers of teatro, the interview and finding new friends, Teatro audition was really a LOT of FUN. Yah, I had ssoooo much fun! SUPER! sabi nga ng friend ko na nagquit "diba masaya ka sa ginagawa mo, eh ako hindi." nakita niya na masaya ako. totoo naman MASAYA ako. Even though it was challenging I still decided to continue the audition, kahit yung iba nagquit na. Ako, di talaga ako nagquit. Gusto ko yun eh. and guess what?! TANGGAP AKO!!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! Super Happy Again! haha. the only problem is, if my mom will allow me =l when I told her about the "good" news. she just said "aaaw". yung tunog talaga na di mo maintindihan kung masaya o malungkot siya.haay. I know that she's happy because i have the talent, pero medyo ayaw niya eh =l ayaw niya na gagabihin ako ng uwi. so hinayaan niya ako ang magdecide. It's true that I am old enough to decide for myself.haha! but it was soooo hard! humingi ako ng signs, pero while praying for the signs parang alam ko na kung ano talaga yung hinihiling ko. Ayokong madisappoint si mama dahil if ever that I will join teatro at bababa grades ko for sure malulungot yun. haaay. To cut the story short. HINDI KO TINULOY ANG PAGSALI SA TEATRO!! bumagsak ang puso ko! i really wanna cry. I guess, it's really not my destiny. So, goodbye teatro, GOODBYE :(
June 19, 2008 :) grabe! super memorable. my first BAHA expedition :)) it started during our LIT subject. sa sobrang boring.. as in caps lock, BORING! :)) ayan, di mapigilan ng aking friend na mag long distance communication at nagtanong kung kelan kami magnunoodles. akala ko nagyayaya na siya kaya niyaya ko narin un iba :)) ayan, nagnoodles kami. btw, i super looooove that HONGKONG noodles. especially that chilli garlic :)) ayun na nga, then tumambay na kami :) yehey! i was with my sissies. i had super fun with them ;) nagyaya na si G umuwi (as usual), pero nagpaextend pa si jobelle. edi go! haha! eh dahil sa katangahan ko ng pagdala ko ng my big & heavy physics book. pinaphotocopy nalang nila :)) so enough about the tambay :) so deretso kami sa copytrade with dindin, G & rose ;) ang tagal namin dun hanggang bumuhos na ang ulan! :s gusto ko ng umuwi, kaso walang payong si rose. eh lumakas na talagang ulan and we really need to go home. nagpaiwan na si rose,. uwian na, c dindin nglakad na. tas kami ni G, di alam kung pano uuwi :(( BAHA NA! hanggang lumakas na ng lumakas :( si dindin, bumalik dahil di makatawid dahil sa baha. tsk. we really don't know what to do!! commercial muna. God really made us smile, pero not for G. dumapo ang isang malaking ipis sa kanya. it was really BIG! eew. nataranta na siya at galaw ng galaw, pati ipis nataranta :)) yakap pa ng yakap sa akin :)) buti, isang kuya manong ang nagalis kay ipis. ayan, deads na si ipis :( kawawa siya at kawawa din si G. umiyak eh! haha. lumabas narin so rose kasi ang ingay namin :)) haha. simula na ng expedition! :)) namroblema kami :( gusto ko na ngang sumugod eh, kaso ayaw nila. kaya naisipan kong magtaxi nalang. bahala na magkano magastos! makauwi lang! and voila, nakasakay na kami ng taxi!!! sa lawton kami eh kaso baha daw, kaya sa may sm nalang daw. bumaba na si dindin sa may morayta ata :) haha. pero si manong taxi driver, paubos na ang GAS!! :(( buti umabot sa sm manila,. bumaba na din kami. i'm so wet yet so hoooot :)) haha. joke! ayan, napagdesisyunan na sa park n' ride kami sasakay.. naglakad kami kalayo layo! imagine, from sm manila to park n' ride. i know, medyo malapit lang un. eh duh! baha kaya :)) kakaibang paglalakad to, naglakad kami sa bakal, kahoy at bato :)) mga nagsilbing tulay! :)) grabe. basang basa ang paa ko.huhu. mega lakad to the max and siksikan. walk.walk.walk. at malapit na kami! yey! ayun na, park n' ride :)) wala palang sucat dun, pacavite lang. tsk. kaya baba nalang kami sa baclaran. infairness ah, ang mahal ng pamasahe! php50. poorest of the poor na ako! :(( kwentuhan muna sa van. eto si G. kaya yumayakap sa akin para malipat ang ipis :)) grabe din! haha. kami lang maingay sa van.haha! kapag bumaha nga naman oh! pero worth it naman ang lahat ng paglalakad at pagod! doing that "expedition" is fun because of my friends ;) basta sa susunod pag bumaha, sana alam ko na umuwi ;)
Pano ko ba to sisimulan? eh puro galit lang naman ata masasabi ko :( sorry kung ganun, kelangan lang talaga maglabas ng emotions.. haay. here it goes,, tatlong araw na ako pabalik-balik sa LTO Pasay. and I really hate them! First punta ko, hindi ako sinamahan ni mama kaya nabadtrip ako. So pagdating namin doon, punta agad kaming window 1. Tama ba namang talikuran kami ng dalawang empleyado dun?! biruin mo, yung window 1 customer service eh nawawalan ng tao?! anong klaseng serbisyo ba naman yun?? Nung nagtanong kami pano kung birth certificate lang ang dala sinabi lang bawal at tinalikuran na kami. kainis! Hindi man lang nila inexplain kung ano pa kelangan naming dalhin. Malay ko ba kung ano yung TIN Number na sinasabi nila dun?! baguhan lang po ako!!! sa sobrang kainisan ko umuwi na kami.. ayan, first time ko tuloy umiyak sa biyahe :( thank you to my shades, di nahalata! sunod na punta naman. walang masyadong malungkot na nangyari. Kelangan ko lang umuwi agad kasi may pasok si mama at may lakad ako. kaya hanggang sa evaluation lang yung form ko :) pero nung pangatlong punta ko na.. haay. ganito kasi yan, so picture nalang kulang. ang tagal! grabe, kaya nagtanong na ako. yun pala, ievaluate ulit! grabe kung san-san na nakapunta form ko! tsk. tapos sabi dun sa window 7(Evaluation). "Ay minor! Hindi niyo namang sinabi student's permit" Edi kung hindi ko yun finollow - up walang nangyari! Nagbayad na ako ng Php143 at 11:00am. So I was expecting that they will give my license before lunch time. Unfortunately, they did not! huhu. edi uwi muna kami at bumalik at 1:00pm. Nag-intay kami until 2:30. Nagtanong na ako sa releasing, wala naman daw. kung san-sang window na ako nakapunta, wala daw! PURO WALA :( At sa wakas, nakita din nila form ko. tapos hinanapan ako ng parental concent! Sabi ko pinasa ko un. at pinagawa ako ng bago, sabi ko wala si mama. Nagpasa na ako nun eh. tama ba namang walain yung concent ko?!? dinala ako sa cashier at bigla nalang binalik ang pera ko! Buti pa yung may mga fixers ang bilis bilis lang. Eh pano naman kaming mga tao na nagiging fair lang? Na ayaw mangdaya. mga muka ba silang pera?!? Gusto ko nalang magmura sa sobrang galit eh! haay. umiyak ako sa LTO palang hanggang bahay :( nakakainis! di na ako dun babalik :(( Kakablog ko lang dito that we need to learn how to love our own country. I know, that we have a lot of things to be proud of. Pero sa nangyari sakin, nakita ko kung gaano napapabilog ang mga tao sa pera. Mabuti naman ang pagsabi ko sa kanila, nagbibigay ako ng respeto, sana nirespeto din nila ako. Ganito ba talaga (sorry for the word) katanga ang ibang tao?? basta pera, mabuting serbisyo. Pero sa tamang paraan nakakalimutan na ang lahat at basta na lamang binabalewala. Hindi sila marunong magbigay ng patas at tamang serbisyo sa taong bayan! Oo, nagalit ako. Naisip ko na ang pangit pangit talaga ng bansa natin. Pero alam ko hindi ako dapat magpadala sa nangyari. Sabi nga ng mama ko, ganyan talaga sa gobyerno. Wala pa daw yun sa iba niyang naranasan. Lilipas din to, at sana mag-iba din ang pananaw ko sa mga serbisyo na binibigay ng gobyerno sa atin, mga pinoy :) **Pasensya na kung galit na galit ako :( galit kasi talaga ako :)) haha! naglabas lang ng emosyon ;p
Please pass it to all Filipinos you know.
The message goes:
As you know, we have plenty of Koreans currently studying in the Philippines to take advantage of ur cheaper tuition fees and learn English at the same time.
This is an essay written by a Korean student i want to share with you. (Never mind the grammar; it's the CONTENT that counts) Maybe it is timely to think about this in the midst of all the confusion at present.
MY SHORT ESSAY ABOUT THE PHILIPPINES
Jaeyoun Kim
Filipinos always complain about the corruption in the Philippines . Do you really think the corruption is the problem of the Philippines ? I do not think so. I strongly believe that the problem is the lack of love for the Philippines .
Let me first talk about my country, Korea . It might help you understand my point. After the Korean War, South Korea was one of the poorest countries in the world. Koreans had to start from scratch because entire country was destroyed after the Korean War, and we had no natural resources.
Koreans used to talk about the Philippines , for Filipinos were very rich in Asia . We envy Filipinos. Koreans really wanted to be well off like Filipinos. Many Koreans died of famine. My father & brother also died because of famine. Korean government was very corrupt and is still very corrupt beyond your imagination, but Korea was able to develop dramatically because Koreans really did their best for the common good with their heart burning with patriotism.
Koreans did not work just for themselves but also for their neighborhood and country. Education inspired young men with the spirit of patriotism.
40 years ago, President Park took over the government to reform Korea . He tried to borrow money from other countries, but it was not possible to get a loan and attract a foreign investment because the economic situation of South Korea was so bad. Korea had only three factories. So, President Park sent many mine workers and nurses to Germany so that they could send money to Korea to build a factory. They had to go through horrible experience.
In 1964, President Park visited Germany to borrow money. Hundred of Koreans in Germany came to the airport to welcome him and cried there as they saw the President Park . They asked to him, "President, when can we be well off?" That was the only question everyone asked to him. President Park cried with them and promised them that Korea would be well off if everyone works hard for Korea , and the President of Germany got the strong impression on them and lent money to Korea . So, President Park was able to build many factories in Korea . He always asked Koreans to love their country from their heart.
Many Korean scientists and engineers in the USA came back to Korea to help developing country because they wanted their country to be well off. Though they received very small salary, they did their best for Korea . They always hoped that their children would live in well off country.
My parents always brought me to the places where poor and physically handicapped people live. They wanted me to understand their life and help them.. I also worked for Catholic Church when I was in the army.. The only thing I learned from Catholic Church was that we have to love our neighborhood. And, I have loved my neighborhood. Have you cried for the Philippines ? I have cried for my country several times. I also cried for the Philippines because of so many poor people. I have been to the New Bilibid prison. What made me sad in the prison were the prisoners who do not have any love for their country. They go to mass and work for Church. They pray everyday.
However, they do not love the Philippines . I talked to two prisoners at the maximum-security compound, and both of them said that they would leave the Philippines right after they are released from the prison. They said that they would start a new life in other countries and never come back to the Philippines .
Many Koreans have a great love for Korea so that we were able to share our wealth with our neighborhood. The owners of factory and company were distributed their profit to their employees fairly so that employees could buy what they needed and saved money for the future and their children.
When I was in Korea , I had a very strong faith and wanted to be a priest. However, when I came to the Philippines , I completely lost my faith. I was very confused when I saw many unbelievable situations in the Philippines . Street kids always make me sad, and I see them everyday. The Philippines is the only Catholic country in Asia , but there are too many poor people here. People go to church every Sunday to pray, but nothing has been changed.
My parents came to the Philippines last week and saw this situation. They told me that Korea was much poorer than the present Philippines when they were young. They are so sorry that there are so many beggars and street kids. When we went to Pasangjan, I forced my parents to take a boat because it would fun. However, they were not happy after taking a boat. They said that they would not take the boat again because they were sympathized the boatmen, for the boatmen were very poor and had a small frame. Most of people just took a boat and enjoyed it. But, my parents did not enjoy it because of love for them.
My mother who has been working for Catholic Church since I was very young told me that if we just go to mass without changing ourselves, we are not Catholic indeed. Faith should come with action. She added that I have to love Filipinos and do good things for them because all of us are same and have received a great love from God. I want Filipinos to love their neighborhood and country as much as they love God so that the Philippines will be well off.
I am sure that love is the keyword, which Filipinos should remember. We cannot change the sinful structure at once. It should start from person. Love must start in everybody, in a small scale and have to grow. A lot of things happen if we open up to love. Let's put away our prejudices and look at our worries with our new eyes.
I discover that every person is worthy to be loved. Trust in love, because it makes changes possible. Love changes you and me. It changes people, contexts and relationships. It changes the world. Please love your neighborhood and country.
Jesus Christ said that whatever we do to others we do to Him. In the Philippines, there is God for people who are abused and abandoned. There is God who is crying for love. If you have a child, teach them how to love the Philippines . Teach them why they have to love their neighborhood and country. You already know that God also will be very happy if you love others.
That's all I really want to ask you Filipinos.
ayan. wala akong break araw - araw! and every wednesday 1:00 - 3:00, i'll be having my p.e. My God! walang break, straight from 7:00 am - 3:00 pm. huhu. super diet na to! :)) sana pumayat ako. haha! Pero i'm so lucky to have this schedule. out of 45, 39th ako :) at least, nakapasok. and the good news is, kasama ko parin mga kabarkada ko! 44th pinakahuli samin, pasok! wee. Kahit mahirap mag presec at magenroll, sulit naman ang pagsingit at hindi pagpila para sa aking magandang schedule ;p
from elisha. THANK YOU ELISHA! 1.san building mo?
- enginnering :) 2.course mo?
- Information Technology 3.center of excellence ba yun?
-hm. d ata?! 4.nakagulong ka na ba sa field?
- nope. ang kadiri kaya! wala na nga atang grass eh.nakakalbo na :)) hanggang upo lang ako.harhar. 5.anong masasabi mo sa bagong fountain?
- cute. harhar. nasayaw un tubig. joke!
6.nakapasok ka na ba sa Graduate School?
- nde pa.. dinadaanan lang. 7.napuntahan mo na ba lahat ng sections sa library?
- nde pa, sa laki ba naman ng lib eh! haha.
8.nakapag internet ka na ba sa central library?
- yah!
9.nakakain ka na ba sa lahat ng kainan sa carpark?
- hm. nde pa nmn. nde pa aq nakakain un iba sa taas, tsaka dun sa mainit. harhar 10.kumakain ka rin ba sa may Dapitan?
- yep 11.sino fave prof. mo?
- fave? hm. pwede hate nlng?! haha! 12.gusto mo ba ang uniform mo?
- HINDI! grr. akala ko p nmn magpapalit na kami ng uniform. mukang nde na ata.haay. 13.saang subject ka madaming absences?
- dunno. di naman ako pala absent eh. 14.nakaranas ka na ba mag-cut?
- nope.nagpalate lang.
15.san ka madalas nagpupunta?
- araw-araw po sa classroom. 16.anong year mo na?
- incoming 2nd year 17.nakasulong ka na ba sa baha?
- mejo?! 18.ano pinakalate mong uwi galing sa uste?
- mga 12am. nung paskuhan. harhar. 19.san ka madalas tumatambay?
- sa lover's lane o kaya sa plaza mayor 20.san ang meeting place pag may meeting?
- anong meeting? sa hardrock ata.. 21.napalabas ka na ba sa room?
- nde pa. 22.nahuli ka na ba ng prof mo na kumakain habang naglelesson?
- ata, sabi lang sakin i'm not listening daw. haha! 23.natulog ka na ba sa klase?
- nde pa. kahit anong pilit kong matulog.nde ako makatulog eh. 24.minsan ba ay napagisipan mo na sumali sa YJ o Salinggawi?
- yah. sa YJ. harhar. 25.nakasakay ka na ba ng elevator?
- yah. sa eng, lib and s med.. 26.nastranded ka na ba dahil sa baha?
- nde nmn. natakot lang akong umuwi. haha! 26.nakapanood ka na ba ng game ng ust sa araneta?
- yep! complete pa kami ng barkada nun! 27.ano masasabi mo sa main building?
- mukang simbahan.haha! 28.alam mo ba ang pangalan ng chapel ng ust?
- nde ko alm. harhar. meron ata un thomae. haha! 29.may memorabilla ka na ba ng ust?
- uhm. lanyard and pin. pwd n b un?! 30.sa tingin mo makakapagtapos ka sa ust?
- oo! paninindigan ko to! sto kong grumaduate sa 2011!! ;p 31.nagkaroon na ba ng virus ang usb mo dahil sa laptop?
- nde nmn. 32.naging supplier ka na ba ng yellow paper?
- yah. 33.ano pinakamataas mong grade?
- 1.0 ;p 34.anong subject un?
- theo and pe. harhar. 35.alam mo ba kung saan ang alumni walk?
- oo naman. 36.naniniwala ka ba na pag dumaan sa arch of the centuries ndi na makakagraduate?
- nde no! as if naman. haha! 37.mahal mo ba ust?
- yah! 38.ano ndi mo makakalimutan sa ust?
- mga crush ko.haha! joke! madami no, lahat, nde ko makakalimutan ;) 39.kabisado mo ba ang ust hymn?
- nde. ;p 40.ilang floors meron ang building nio?
- 5. meron p atang 6th dku alm kung ano andun. parang bodega. 41.sumali ka ba sa mga org?
- yep. yfc and icon :) 42.gusto mo ba course mo?
- yah! kahit nahihirapan, paninindigan ko talaga to! 43.DL ka ba?
- sad to say nde kaya ng powers ko. pero sana.. sana talaga. 44.sang gate ng ust malapit building nio?
- españa 45.ano reaksyon mo nung una mong natanggap ang id mo?
- ok ln. 46.ano itsura mo sa id mo?
- mejo wasted 47.may pe ka ba ngaun?
- summer kaya ngaun.haha! 38.may ibang college ba kayong kasama sa builing?
- uhm. wala., kami ata nakikiskwaters. :( nde kami enginnering eh. ics department., pero nde kmi college. 49.masaya ka ba sa ust?
- oo naman! 50.may love ka ba sa ust?
- madami ;p lahat!
 | 2:50 am | Apr 3, '08 2:51 PM
for everyone |
yea. it's already 2:50 am na.. and i'm already sleepy :)) ngayon lang kasi tumino ang net,, kaya ang saya2 ko! at binalak ko pang di matulog.. haha! eh, tatakot na ako nd nahuli na ako ni mama.harhar. oh sya! GOOD NIGHT!! SWEET DREAMS! 
kelangan ko lang talaga to ilabas!! WAAAA! bukas na finals namin sa programming. HANDS ON! open notes. pero di ko alam kung dapat ako maging masaya. kasi kahit open notes dko mgwa mga programs. ampf. may pasok bukas. ok. so super tuloy ang exam namin! waaa! grabe.. dko prn alm kung dpt ako mtuwa.. kc tuloy ang hands on, na open notes. pero kung walang pasok, written ang exam! pero hindi open notes!! SUPER KABADO! super! hindi naman halata diba?! :)) wooh! kaya ko to! waa. GO MARRA!!!
haay.. tatlong araw... ang empty ko.. as in empty... sta ganun n un! dami daming iniisip.. super confused! dami questions!. pero alam ko nmn un mga sagot sa questions n un.. un mga solution.. d ko lang alm kung pano gagawin at pano sisimulan.. pero unti2 ko nmn syang nagawa.. sigura first step palang ako.. meron kasi tumulong sakin.. alam ko na alam niya LAHAT! as in LAHAT! masaya ako na nagkakausap kami.. mas matagal.. dati di naman ganun.. mas lalo akong napalapit sa kanya.. mas lalo ako naging masaya.. ewan. ang sarap kasi ng feeling pag kausap ko siya.. dahil dun, nakita ko rin na im soooo lucky.. super! :) sta, sa ngaun happy ako.. sana pang forever nalang! sana talaga...
Marahil kayo ay tinadhana upang di na muling magkita Pahiram lamang siya sa iyo para sa ilang saglit..... Dahil pagkatapos ng pagtatanghal sa entablado, pagkatapos ng mga ilaw at palakpakan at sa pagsara ng kurtina..... ay TAPOS NA DIN ANG KABANATA NIYA SA IYONG BUHAY *nikki soltes* 
[x] Paulinian missionsong/Hymn/Prayer
[x] Vision-Mission/Quality Policy
[ ] Paulinian Handwriting
[x] Catherine Untalan
[x] Silent Scream(documentary)
Total:4
has been to
[x] Jologs
[x] Nel's Pastries
[x] Courtyard Mall
[x] Plaza
[x] Maty's
Total:5
has eaten a
[x] Bacon and Egg Sandwich
[x] Koko Crunch with Marshmallows
[x] Steamed/Fried Siomai
[ ] Pan de itlog
[x] Choco Crumble[Nel's]
Total:4
has had a
[x] ka-on/crush[girl] crush lang! ;p
[x] XL-XXXL jogging Pants
[x] Andrean Friends
[ ] Secret Pocket in your necktie
[x] Short blouse
Total:4
Random Stuff
[x] Called your friends girl/bruha
[x] Have pet names on each of your friends
[x] literally VAIN [x] played in the inflatabe
[x] goes to cr with a friend/classmate
Total:5
[x] Read the Paulinian link
[x] One of you expression is "oh my God!"
[x] Swam in the Swimming Pool [in St.Paul]
[x] Changed Clothes near the water tank
[x] Loves taking pictures of yourself
Total:5
[x] Joined the CES
[x] Shared something during the BEC
[ ] Surrenders her fone
[ ] been caught by jailers
[x] prayed in the Adoration Chapel
Total:3
[x] announced something in the PA
[x] Been called through the PA
[x] Hates to look Wasted
[x] had a dingdong
[x] thought that Sir Santos is cool!
Total:5 vices
[ ] Slept during film viewing
[ ] Slept during the praying of the rosary
[x] checked your friendster account in the CAI lab
[x] Mocked a teacher [x] counted their "ok,alright,noh"
Total:3
[x] texted/took pictures during class
[x] borrowed a book instead of bringing one
[x] borrowed PE uniform[includes shoes,jpants/shirt/swimming cap/goggles]
[x] Folded some chits
[x] Hung out in the business office
Total:5
TOTAL:43
MULTIPLY BY 2 = 86% paulinian
kahapon.. inabot kami sa UST ng 4pm. sigurado na ako n mhba n ang pila s fx.tsk. pero pasaway talaga ako at pipila nalang imbes na mgbus nalang. di ko naman akalain na SUPER! haba pila eh. napamura tuloy ako! "oh sh*t!" haha. patawid na ako para pumila, biglang may babaeng nagsabi kung s sucat ba ako.. oo naman ako.sabi nya may mas maikli daw na pila sa tabi ng post office. sumama daw ako s knya. nagdalawang isip ako.kasi baka mamaya nanloloko lang siya. baka mamaya panay ang pagkausap nya skn.tas nanakawan n pla ako. kaso sadyang utouto ako o tanga talaga.. sumama ako! ewan ko ba.. bigla nalang ako napasama sa kanya. kinakabahan talaga ako pero ngdasal nlng ako. alam ko safe ako pg ngpray nmn ako. aun.naglakad kami.di naman malayo. nakakatakot lang tlga. malaki pa kasi un bag nung babae eh. haay. hanggat nakarating na kami dun sa lugar. sa tabi ng post office. saglit lang nakasakay na kami! pero kinakabahan parin ako. baka kc kasabwat niya un driver. tapos di ku pa alam un dinadaanan namin. hanggang nakita ko n un sign na PED XING! un alam ko na. nasa roxas na kami. inaantok nga ako eh.pero sa takot di ako natulog. hanggang nasa tambo na kami! wee. wala namang ngyaring masama. sabi ko nalang sa babae. "Thank you po. God Bless!" ayan nasa tambo na ako. at nafeel ko na ang call of nature! :)) kelangan ng maglabas ng sama ng loob.haha.suri! haha. kelangang tiisin. malapit nanaman ako sa bahay eh. tapos ARGH!!! ang trafc. as in mini steps lang ang galaw ng jeep. ang 10 mins na byahe naging 30 mins.tsk. buti nalang may bata akong katapat. naglalaro ng goma.haha! tapos nahulog un goma nya.tumitingin ako sa kanya tas titingin ako sa goma. di nya ako nagets.. haha! tas di ku na pinancn. mayamaya. aun nahanap na niya goma niya.ahihi. at ayan call of nature. nagtiis nalang ako ng matagal. haha. tapos nasa may tulay na! yes! naglakad nalang ako. haha. ayun nakauwi na ako! wee. at ginawa na ang dapat kong gawin. grabe paguwi ko.! feeling ko isang buong araw ang mahigit isang oras na paguwi ko.
| grrr. | Nov 22, '07 8:49 AM
for everyone |
haay. grabe! sobrang nastre2stress ako. =s ayoko na! waaa. ang daming iniisip.. sto kong sumigaw! at umiyak! waaa. miss ko na un dati, grr. haay. sana talaga maayos na lahat. [nasulat ko lang to kasi guusto ko na talaga maglabas ng sama ng loob ='s]
oh yea! sembreak na! kaso super boring. huhu un ln. ahihi  ,maera
I am writing this letter to all mothers that have aborted a child. I, a victim, write this letter from all of us who have died in the hands of evil. I want to tell all mothers to stop crying for our absence because we are fine here. Our dad, God, is happy to have us, however we would be happier if we were with our parents. We are very happy and pray to God for you, mothers, so that you would not abort more children, neither would you allow more children to die this way. I want to tell you my story and tell all mothers the reality of abortion.
I remember very well the moment that separated me from the most beautiful living paradise; the moment that a machine detached me from my mother's womb. I had just finished eating and was ready to go to sleep, as usual. Listening to my mother talking I heard a strange voice. This voice projected me fear and I cried. I remember my mother feeling uneasy and scared as I felt her heart beat going up rapidly. I felt a huge device approaching me. I remember yelling, "Mommy! Mommy! What are you doing to me?"
All of a sudden I felt this device trying to reach me to destroy me. Impatiently I yelled again much louder. With all my strength, I clung to the most beautiful thing I had, my mother. I remember very well thinking to myself, "Why are you the most beautiful woman in the world, the one with a loving heart and full of tenderness, doing this?"
I was only a defenseless baby, or a "piece of meat" as that strange voice called me. I just wanted to be born, to fill you with kisses, hugs, and tell you that you wee the best mother in the world. I wanted to be born to brighten your gloomy days and fill you with love and happiness and, occasionally, be mischievous. I thought of the moment when you and I would hug each other, laugh at one another, cry and comfort each other. Now I see that all my dreams are about to end.
As I was thinking this, the machine grabbed one of my tiny legs and detached it from me; then the other one. I yelled with pain, "Mommy! Mommy! Don't do this to me! I beg you mama, take this pain away from me. I promise I will not do anything that you don't like. Please, don't let me die! Please mama, I beg you!"
Then my right arm was clumsily detached. Full of pain, I pleaded with my mother not to let me die. Then the other arm was detached. As a baby that loves her mother, I kept fighting against the horrible device threatening. I didn't look like a normal baby any more. I had neither arms nor legs, but I didn't care. All I wanted was my mother to tell me that she loved me and wanted her to take this pain away from me. The end was close as some clamps destroyed my head and, with an "I love you" I said good-bye to my mama.
Mama, I only want to tell you that I forgive you and I love you. Don't suffer for me. I also want to ask you for a small favor. Tell the expecting mothers that what they have in their wombs is a baby that only wants to make them happy.
I love you mama
| INDAY!! | Sep 7, '07 8:31 AM
for everyone |
supah sikat ang inday jokes. tsk. kaya naicpn q sya iBlog. harhar. AMO: inday! bkt may bukol si junior? INDAY: junior fell from the table whereby the mechanism of injury resulted to a non - depressed contussion hematoma at the parietal area secondary to a previous intake of a prioprioceptive altering drug. Upon examination, junior has acalculia, agnosia, aphasia & agraphaesthesia confirming inflamation at the parietal lobe. Little evidence of serosanguinous extravasation in noted. This prompts immediate confinement. AMO: Nosebleed!! 
Much as I would want to indulge in the proliferation of such indecent & malicious information, i want to lift the stigma & alleviate society's perception of our profession. We're not here to thrive on rumor but rather, we should engage in objective and top - of - the - line service to our designated employers. - inday, tumatangging makipagtsismisan sa katulong sa kabilang bahay. Professionalism at its best!  AMO: Inday bumili ka nga ng mga isda. Oo nga pala ingglesera ka na ngaun. Would you please purchase many fishes for this week's meals. INDAY: Judging from your statement, I believe you meant variety of fish. The term "fishes", although rarely and even erroneously used, connotes a plethora or an array of different kinds of the aforementioned gilled creatures. But the more pressing questions before I traverse the road to the wet market would be: what certain type of fish: Fillet or not? Frozen or just right smack the day's catch? (Pauses) Aaaaah by manner of careful extrapolation, given the meager budget and this household's quasipeasant middle class taste, I assume that I will source this staple "ga-lewng-gowng". Am I correct? AMO: Leche! Inday: You meant the freshwater milkfish? Then "ba-ngooz" it is. 
nireformat ko phone ko. ayan naerase lahat ng inday jokes. pasend ako ult para mapost ko.  corny ko no? well! haha! kaso.. namatay na si inday!  isang malungkot na pamamaalam sa kanya! haha =) i was shot by a 9mm bullet at the head damaging my entire stupid brain and my skull so that i will die and stop speaking english preventing people from nosebleeding! ==> in loving memory of inday.
ewan ko ba.. siguro nga minsan ang sama ko.. ayoko ng may kaaway pero if i don't like you sorry ka na lang! haha kaso minsan kasi ang sama ko.. eh sa ayoko sa tao, bat ko pa sya kakausapin kung makikipagpalastikan lang ako. pero if that person knows his BIG mistake, i guess it's ok to accept his/her apology ayt? what if i'm not sure if it's sincere, and i'm definitely sure that I still hate him/her! haha.. mean girl! kaso ayoko naman ng ganun.. love your enemies, ika nga! harhar. pero kung nahurt kita at binabasa mo tong blog ko ngaun. I'M SORRY!! sana naman ok n yn.. i guess it's just normal that we encounter things like this.haha!
haay.. nina, im really happy! I was with my YFC family for the GK build. after nun dapat meron kaming household.. pero parang di na ako pinayagan ni mama.. dapat rin kasi aalis kami ng family, kaso di natuloy.. haay. ewan ko b simpleng bagay, nabad3p p aq.. cguro kc mnsan lang ako magyaya di pa matutuloy.. lagi naman eh. haay. dami ku tuloy naiisip..oh well, i guess i just really need to be happy! haller! un lang mababadtrip na ako.. tsk. dapat lagi tayo happy para happy si God
yea.. Ds is my FIRST blog entry. haha! SUPER busy kasi sa school works.. Ds week is our prelims week, but!! Because of BAGYONG EGAY some of our exams were moved next week.. whew!! Plus++ days of studying. grr tapos meron pa kaming bible of my life..Then ang aming Fil project na Super hirap na nga mgtranslate s 8 major dialects in the Philippines, then we need to go to the library to photocopy the reference?! Mah gosh!! Wahaha. Yea! I'm a little pressured in all those school works. haay. pero kelangan relax lang and think na.. KAYA KO TO!! o db?? encouraging. harhar. well.. i think i need to end my FIRST entry now. it's already 2:30am and i must sleep now.. for me to be tall. (asa!! haha) GOOD NIGHT!! i mean Good Morning! mwah!! ,maera
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